ambiguous but it needs to be said

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i never wanted to be here, in this place that you've put me. 

and now that you've put me here, on this precarious high shelf, ready to tumble, i need to get myself down. 

and i will, oh i will. 

(and i'm not sure if you've put me here or if i've climbed up.) 

i'm not going to stay.

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